[ the day bellamy isn't predictable when it comes to octavia is the very day they all need to worry. ]
[ what he doesn't expect, though, is how relaxed he feels. so much so, he finds himself almost drifting. on the ground, he had always been alert, on edge, waiting for the next grounder to attack, wondering when the next kid will die. while some of the loud bangs jolt him a little, he soon becomes almost too comfortable. with his arm melting along the back of the couch, bellamy rests against the cushions and leans his head to the opposite side of raven. only at some times does he find he closes his eyes and then misses an entire section of dialogue, but he always ends up opening them, finding himself a little lost until someone hops into a damn car and drives. ]
[ he hasn't let himself sleep for long since coming to eudio, unable to stay awake for hours on end. it's partly mount weather'so fault, requiring him to be alert at every hour, partly the ground's as he had come to learn he needed to always be on the ball. he closes his eyes again; it's not deliberate he chooses to "rest" them, but it's the excuse he'll go for, anyway. ]
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[ what he doesn't expect, though, is how relaxed he feels. so much so, he finds himself almost drifting. on the ground, he had always been alert, on edge, waiting for the next grounder to attack, wondering when the next kid will die. while some of the loud bangs jolt him a little, he soon becomes almost too comfortable. with his arm melting along the back of the couch, bellamy rests against the cushions and leans his head to the opposite side of raven. only at some times does he find he closes his eyes and then misses an entire section of dialogue, but he always ends up opening them, finding himself a little lost until someone hops into a damn car and drives. ]
[ he hasn't let himself sleep for long since coming to eudio, unable to stay awake for hours on end. it's partly mount weather'so fault, requiring him to be alert at every hour, partly the ground's as he had come to learn he needed to always be on the ball. he closes his eyes again; it's not deliberate he chooses to "rest" them, but it's the excuse he'll go for, anyway. ]