( eudio cuddlr )

[dominance]

BELLAMY BLAKE ( 24 ) A leader and hero. An unwaveringly loyal friend and brother. Actually pretty funny. And perpetually shirtless.

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YES / MATCH / TICK
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cuddlr changed
14/02/2016 | pic and Not interested, courtesy of Elsa of Arendelle.
11/06/2016 | pic and Swipe right if you want to talk about dogs or Greek mythology! , courtesy of Octavia.

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[birthed]

[ that isn't what she'd meant. she meant it in that she couldn't understand why she wouldn't feel like she belonged with him. yes, she was worried about lincoln, about a few of the others, her friends but she'd heard the stories of how time stopped back home, how she'd go back and not remember.

why would she leave without bellamy? or were they here so long that she grew impatient to help their friends. she looks at him for a moment longer before she starts moving again, burrow furrowed as she heads aimlessly forward.]

But I came back. And left again. I don't remember any of it.

[dominance]

[ he follows her, a step behind her, but off to the side. he's in her peripherals, where he's always been found. looking at her from the corner of his eye, it's easier to study her body language when she's not blatantly staring at him for answers. ]

[ bellamy shrugs his shoulders in answer. he doesn't know and he doesn't like to think he won't remember being here when he goes home. but it makes sense, sometimes — he wonders if octavia had been given the chance to opt for her memories to be restored, but given how he doesn't remember being here, he can't say it's a process that has any chance of happening. ]

I guess it's meant to protect you. [ that's what he wants to believe, anyway. not remembering is meant to help you move on, cease your fretting. he'd prefer it if octavia didn't know he was back in that city while she was home. ] But you've been here twice. Left a short time after. And now you're back.

[birthed]

I don't... [ she shakes her head, feeling frustrated and lost, a little lonely too.] I don't remember it. [ because why would she have to come back so many times? then the thought that hits her almost makes her laugh, of course. the world they live in is insane. and she wonders how many more times bellamy had been in danger and this place had prevented it and she just didn't remember.]

[dominance]

[ gently, ] It's okay, O. I've been here before, and I don't remember it. It seems to be the norm around here.

[ the last thing he wants is for octavia to berate herself for not remembering what she's incapable of being responsible for. he doubts she had chosen to forget being here the first two times she entered the city and left. he could never blame her for leaving, just as he can't do so for her not remembering. ]

Besides, [ he smiles, shrugging his shoulders. ] we get to do things together again. It's cool.