[ regardless of how desperately he's tried to push the ludicrous deal far, far away from him, bellamy has had every intention of fulfilling his end of the bargain and then some. he wants o protected. he wants her to be safer than she would ever be when with him. ]
[ he may have the motivation, but he doesn't have the trust or comfort to go along with it. ]
[ what she says is basic common sense, but bellamy almost enjoys making everything almost too difficult for himself, especially when he takes to dipping his feet into a creek of self-loathing. ]
[ he continues to look at her, almost appearing bemused, ] I really doubt you want to cuddle right now.
[ bellamy blake only trusts two people in this city completely right now, and one of them happens to be sitting beside him, her hand warm in his. ]
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[ he may have the motivation, but he doesn't have the trust or comfort to go along with it. ]
[ what she says is basic common sense, but bellamy almost enjoys making everything almost too difficult for himself, especially when he takes to dipping his feet into a creek of self-loathing. ]
[ he continues to look at her, almost appearing bemused, ] I really doubt you want to cuddle right now.
[ bellamy blake only trusts two people in this city completely right now, and one of them happens to be sitting beside him, her hand warm in his. ]