[ and maybe that's the problem — bellamy doesn't want to act, not as he had in mount weather, pretending to be one of them in what he thinks to be a truly poor performance. he doesn't even know if he had been convincing as a guard in the mountain, given he was more like a ghost than any tangible being. ]

[ her grip isn't lost on him, given it draws his gaze to their hands before he thinks to look up at her. ]

Apparently our files magically automatically update. [ that sounds like a double negative, but, it's true — they magically and automatically update, if what samantha said is to be true. he frowns, ] How the hell am I meant to convince something I don't understand? [ he wants the benefits of eudio, but he doesn't want to earn it by giving his trust to people who may backstab him — or whom he may let down once more. ]

[ this is just another plan of bellamy blake's that's beginning to fall to pieces. ]