[ he hardly lets himself hope outside of octavia. when he'd heard of the kids being dropped to the ground, he'd hoped his plan to get on that dropship and find octavia would work. while half of it did the moment those doors closed, he had to wait until they'd dropped to the ground safely to find her. ]
[ for anyone else, he hardly makes it a point to appear hopeful. he tricks himself into believing he isn't, either. he hadn't wanted to hope for clarke to turn around. he hadn't wanted to hope things between himself and raven would get easier. he hadn't wanted to hope octavia would come back to the city. ]
Maybe.
[ he pauses, and thinks to leave his answer at that. for anyone else, he wouldn't give as much as he has to octavia. but she's his sister, and if there's anyone in the world who's his person, it's her. ]
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[ he hardly lets himself hope outside of octavia. when he'd heard of the kids being dropped to the ground, he'd hoped his plan to get on that dropship and find octavia would work. while half of it did the moment those doors closed, he had to wait until they'd dropped to the ground safely to find her. ]
[ for anyone else, he hardly makes it a point to appear hopeful. he tricks himself into believing he isn't, either. he hadn't wanted to hope for clarke to turn around. he hadn't wanted to hope things between himself and raven would get easier. he hadn't wanted to hope octavia would come back to the city. ]
Maybe.
[ he pauses, and thinks to leave his answer at that. for anyone else, he wouldn't give as much as he has to octavia. but she's his sister, and if there's anyone in the world who's his person, it's her. ]
Hopefully. It was nice having her around.