When we first landed on the ground, Octavia wanted to experience life. So, she tried. I kept trying to stop her. In hindsight, it wasn't a good idea, and it wasn't fair. When she met Lincoln and once things got worse with the Grounders, she became more serious. Kind of levelheaded. She wouldn't be asking for fun if she remembered everything I did. She'd be asking for fight club.
[ though it may seem like bellamy hasn't learned his lesson to ease up and trust octavia, he has. instead of attempting to stifle her growth and keep her locked away with him in the city, he wants her to live — he wants to stay true to his word and see her blossom and grow and have the fun she had wanted on the ground, with him looking over her shoulder and making sure she was safe. but bellamy can't just let octavia go. it's not in his genetic makeup to do so. and he doubts it's in octavia's to let him. ]
I kind of wish she remembered everything, even though that's not fair.
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[ though it may seem like bellamy hasn't learned his lesson to ease up and trust octavia, he has. instead of attempting to stifle her growth and keep her locked away with him in the city, he wants her to live — he wants to stay true to his word and see her blossom and grow and have the fun she had wanted on the ground, with him looking over her shoulder and making sure she was safe. but bellamy can't just let octavia go. it's not in his genetic makeup to do so. and he doubts it's in octavia's to let him. ]
I kind of wish she remembered everything, even though that's not fair.