[ bellamy isn't so sure about that. he's trying to be better, but he doesn't think he's become better. not yet. still making horrible mistakes, still acting almost like a monster — bellamy will never reach the destination in mind if he's the one who's marking his progress. ]

[ he moves his leg toward her at her nudge, keeping his eyes on the window before him. glancing over at her, the corner of his lip quirks upward, ] The day you say I'm a good shot is the day you've change for the worse, Raven. [ it's always been a challenge for him, to become better in her eyes until she says he's a good shot. but bellamy supposes it's not something he wants to hear, not now, not in the future. he shakes his head and feigns disappointment, ] This place is turning you into a softy.