[ when it comes to octavia, it means too much. she's his sister, his responsibility, but he's beginning to find that the burden of ensuring that she's safe all the time has been lifted from his shoulders as clarke and raven and even lincoln have taken it upon themselves to care for her, too. it's been difficult to share that with anyone else, knowing it ultimately comes down to him to put octavia's best interests first. he does so without hesitation — and doesn't expect anyone else to, even though he sometimes behaves as though he wants everyone to put o first and themselves last. ]
[ he can easily read between the lines as to what had motivated her to do this. bellamy knows that regardless of how far clarke falls, she won't ever really lose herself. as cold as she has been, as methodical and under the thumb of lexa that she had become, he's relieved to find that who clarke is, the person he remembers fondly of her being, hasn't been lost to him. and it's enough for now, even if he still feels resentment and anger curl within him for her choice to turn her back on him. ]
[ as petulant as it is, bellamy doesn't want to inform clarke that she's right. as childish as it is, he gives her an answer that doesn't quite show his age. ]
Whatever.
[ he figures she can easily read between the lines that she's got him there. ]
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[ he can easily read between the lines as to what had motivated her to do this. bellamy knows that regardless of how far clarke falls, she won't ever really lose herself. as cold as she has been, as methodical and under the thumb of lexa that she had become, he's relieved to find that who clarke is, the person he remembers fondly of her being, hasn't been lost to him. and it's enough for now, even if he still feels resentment and anger curl within him for her choice to turn her back on him. ]
[ as petulant as it is, bellamy doesn't want to inform clarke that she's right. as childish as it is, he gives her an answer that doesn't quite show his age. ]
Whatever.
[ he figures she can easily read between the lines that she's got him there. ]