( eudio cuddlr )

[dominance]

BELLAMY BLAKE ( 24 ) A leader and hero. An unwaveringly loyal friend and brother. Actually pretty funny. And perpetually shirtless.

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YES / MATCH / TICK
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NO / CROSS
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cuddlr changed
14/02/2016 | pic and Not interested, courtesy of Elsa of Arendelle.
11/06/2016 | pic and Swipe right if you want to talk about dogs or Greek mythology! , courtesy of Octavia.

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[dendrites]

I know exactly what you mean.

[ Much of her change came from within, but she owes Anna so much, even if she had pushed her too hard during those difficult moments during her ball. Elsa had turned her away so many times and Anna refused to give up on her.

No siblings? Population control, she guesses, though the thought makes her sad, as does the complications she is sure must have ensued after Octavia was born. ]

I wouldn't be who I am today without her.

[dominance]

[ if bellamy is grateful for anything within this moment, it's elsa's tact. or maybe she doesn't think much of it. maybe she thinks the ark had such a small population. but he doubts it. ]

Is she the younger sister?

[dendrites]

Yes! Only by a few years. What about you?

[dominance]

I'm older by 6.

Anna a major pain in the ass? I've always wondered if that's just O being O or if it's in some younger siblings manual to make my life a living hell.

[ maybe bellamy just wants to know if he's been doing this right, if octavia's like a normal younger sibling by making him age decades by worrying him. she hasn't had the most normal life, but he thinks she's turned out better than okay. ]

[dendrites]

Oh, no, Anna isn't a pain at all! The last thing she would want is to willingly upset me.

We have our spats, certainly, but we always come to some happy conclusion together.

[ Most of the time, Elsa shakes her head at Anna's well-intentioned but not well-thought out plans, though they always find a way to make things work. Such as living with snowgies and a pig and a dog. ]

[dominance]

[ bellamy can't help but laugh. ]

I didn't mean literally. It's like she does things that are exasperating, but they're endearing, anyway. I wouldn't put it past her to try and spam my Cuddlr just to teach me some lesson.

Anna's never done anything behind your back that's been well-intentioned but slightly annoying?

[dendrites]

She did offer to punch people for me, but that was more worrisome than annoying.

[dominance]

What was the reason?

[dendrites]

Well, there's a fellow who likes me, but he also fancies several others from what I can tell. She offered to punch the several others.

[dominance]

It sounds like she should be punching him several times.

[ why he thinks of finn — he knows why. leading girls on isn't something bellamy likes to do. he's been blunt to those he's slept with on the ground, and while sometimes he wonders if it's not necessarily all fun for them, he's not that type of guy, regardless of what he says to raven. finn had a girl waiting for him in space, and he'd blown it with the girl on the ground, too. ]

This "fellow" could be trying to make you jealous. I know some guys lie about that stuff to get a reaction. Sometimes it's the truth.

[ yes, he's making fun of her use of "fellow." but he can't believe he's even talking about this. bellamy's saved a girl from the side of a cliff, he's survived the torture of the mountain men, of being their blood donor, and he's lived through an acid fog attack, but he's never had to deal with this. it seems so normal. ]

If you like him, you should let him know so he can pull his head out of his ass. If you don't, then you dodged a bullet.

[dendrites]

Don't mock my turn of phrase!

[ She doesn't really mean for it to look as harsh as it does on her screen so she continues. ]

Oh, no, it isn't like that with me. It's all very nice, but it isn't for me.

Pursuing anything with him, I mean.

[ Which touches upon a whole other slew of insecurities that she still harbors, but she doesn't want to discuss it that deeply. ]

No punching yet.

[dominance]

Dodged a bullet, then. Good thing, though. Bullets fucking hurt.

[ and he doesn't think about that, the power of a bullet lodging itself into the small of someone's back. he feels guilt over raven taking one for him, so much so he's tried to push it so far away from him while he tries to be a better person — someone his mom could be proud of, if she hasn't turned her back on him now. ]

Sounds like his loss, though. Poor fellow. Didn't really know what he could've had.

Poor FELLOW indeed.