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BELLAMY BLAKE ( 24 )

A leader and hero. An unwaveringly loyal friend and brother. Actually pretty funny.

And perpetually shirtless.

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14/02/2016 | pic and Not interested, courtesy of Elsa of Arendelle.
11/06/2016 | pic and Swipe right if you want to talk about dogs or Greek mythology! , courtesy of Octavia.

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[ bellamy just stares at this text for its sheer eccentricity. ]

Is he here?

I'm afraid not!

[ This is cuddle city, after all, and he likes summer and warm hugs.

After this conversation, especially after scrolling through the last few pages just now, Elsa would understand if he thought she was kind of ... mad. ]

I hope he's taking care of things back home. Can you trust Olaf to keep everything in order?

[ can you trust a snowball? bellamy just goes with the flow. it may be a hell of a lot easier for him than anyone else from the ark as he's had to talk about imaginary friends and places with his sister for years. their pony rides had always been inside the four walls of their boring house, but he knows o and he always saw a jungle or forest. ]

Oh yes. I trust Olaf and Kristoff, Anna's fiancé. (He's a human, not made out of snow.) They care as much about the kingdom as we do.

[ he's really glad she chose to throw in a human fact about kristoff. he was starting to worry she was surrounded by snow from all sides. ]

Is your sister like you?

[ She'd also be happy to report that Arendelle is actually green and experiences different seasons, but he would likely be able to find that in the available literature in the city. ]

A little! She's more energetic, always positive and helpful, even if she is sometimes clumsy. She's my best friend and she's always putting the needs of others ahead of her own. She loves chocolate even more than I do. And she loves snow almost as much as I do. I don't know what I would do without her. Anna is the only family I have left.

[ that's ... a lot. but he finds that if someone was to ask him about o, he thinks he'd be like elsa — he'd type the most when it comes to speaking of his sister. she's the person he cares the most about, after all. ]

Can she make snowgies like you can?

Your sister sounds like mine, but I'd say O's annoying. I don't know if she'd like snow. She likes the water at the beach. I don't know if she likes chocolate, either. But she's upbeat and energetic. Not afraid to try anything. Not afraid of anything at all.

[ and she's all he has left, but bellamy doesn't think to type it. ]

[ When powers come into question, Elsa can't help but wonder if Anna still feels any jealousy or want. It isn't something that she would bring up in their normal conversations, but she hopes that she would at least be honest with her about the matter. ]

No, Anna has no powers, but she's very special all the same.

Your sister sounds wonderful. I'm glad you have her here.

[ bellamy doesn't need to ask her why she may think anna is special. she doesn't need to have powers to be someone of great importance to her sister. all octavia had to do was exist to be considered special by him. no one on the ground understood it. no one could begin to comprehend why he had been so desperate to find her when she'd gone missing. he finds himself trapped in that headspace, the one where he's almost grateful that there's someone who finally gets where he stands. he may not know or remember if elsa is older or younger, but the fact she has a sister is enough. ]

She's a pain in the ass. But I guess you'd know what that's like. Siblings ...

I've never actually met anyone else who had one. No one really understood it. You have someone else to give a shit about. Someone else who can make or break you. If she didn't exist, I wouldn't be here.

I know exactly what you mean.

[ Much of her change came from within, but she owes Anna so much, even if she had pushed her too hard during those difficult moments during her ball. Elsa had turned her away so many times and Anna refused to give up on her.

No siblings? Population control, she guesses, though the thought makes her sad, as does the complications she is sure must have ensued after Octavia was born. ]

I wouldn't be who I am today without her.

[ if bellamy is grateful for anything within this moment, it's elsa's tact. or maybe she doesn't think much of it. maybe she thinks the ark had such a small population. but he doubts it. ]

Is she the younger sister?

Yes! Only by a few years. What about you?

I'm older by 6.

Anna a major pain in the ass? I've always wondered if that's just O being O or if it's in some younger siblings manual to make my life a living hell.

[ maybe bellamy just wants to know if he's been doing this right, if octavia's like a normal younger sibling by making him age decades by worrying him. she hasn't had the most normal life, but he thinks she's turned out better than okay. ]

Oh, no, Anna isn't a pain at all! The last thing she would want is to willingly upset me.

We have our spats, certainly, but we always come to some happy conclusion together.

[ Most of the time, Elsa shakes her head at Anna's well-intentioned but not well-thought out plans, though they always find a way to make things work. Such as living with snowgies and a pig and a dog. ]

[ bellamy can't help but laugh. ]

I didn't mean literally. It's like she does things that are exasperating, but they're endearing, anyway. I wouldn't put it past her to try and spam my Cuddlr just to teach me some lesson.

Anna's never done anything behind your back that's been well-intentioned but slightly annoying?

She did offer to punch people for me, but that was more worrisome than annoying.

What was the reason?

Well, there's a fellow who likes me, but he also fancies several others from what I can tell. She offered to punch the several others.

It sounds like she should be punching him several times.

[ why he thinks of finn — he knows why. leading girls on isn't something bellamy likes to do. he's been blunt to those he's slept with on the ground, and while sometimes he wonders if it's not necessarily all fun for them, he's not that type of guy, regardless of what he says to raven. finn had a girl waiting for him in space, and he'd blown it with the girl on the ground, too. ]

This "fellow" could be trying to make you jealous. I know some guys lie about that stuff to get a reaction. Sometimes it's the truth.

[ yes, he's making fun of her use of "fellow." but he can't believe he's even talking about this. bellamy's saved a girl from the side of a cliff, he's survived the torture of the mountain men, of being their blood donor, and he's lived through an acid fog attack, but he's never had to deal with this. it seems so normal. ]

If you like him, you should let him know so he can pull his head out of his ass. If you don't, then you dodged a bullet.

Don't mock my turn of phrase!

[ She doesn't really mean for it to look as harsh as it does on her screen so she continues. ]

Oh, no, it isn't like that with me. It's all very nice, but it isn't for me.

Pursuing anything with him, I mean.

[ Which touches upon a whole other slew of insecurities that she still harbors, but she doesn't want to discuss it that deeply. ]

No punching yet.

Dodged a bullet, then. Good thing, though. Bullets fucking hurt.

[ and he doesn't think about that, the power of a bullet lodging itself into the small of someone's back. he feels guilt over raven taking one for him, so much so he's tried to push it so far away from him while he tries to be a better person — someone his mom could be proud of, if she hasn't turned her back on him now. ]

Sounds like his loss, though. Poor fellow. Didn't really know what he could've had.

Poor FELLOW indeed.

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