[ he follows her, a step behind her, but off to the side. he's in her peripherals, where he's always been found. looking at her from the corner of his eye, it's easier to study her body language when she's not blatantly staring at him for answers. ]
[ bellamy shrugs his shoulders in answer. he doesn't know and he doesn't like to think he won't remember being here when he goes home. but it makes sense, sometimes — he wonders if octavia had been given the chance to opt for her memories to be restored, but given how he doesn't remember being here, he can't say it's a process that has any chance of happening. ]
I guess it's meant to protect you. [ that's what he wants to believe, anyway. not remembering is meant to help you move on, cease your fretting. he'd prefer it if octavia didn't know he was back in that city while she was home. ] But you've been here twice. Left a short time after. And now you're back.
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[ bellamy shrugs his shoulders in answer. he doesn't know and he doesn't like to think he won't remember being here when he goes home. but it makes sense, sometimes — he wonders if octavia had been given the chance to opt for her memories to be restored, but given how he doesn't remember being here, he can't say it's a process that has any chance of happening. ]
I guess it's meant to protect you. [ that's what he wants to believe, anyway. not remembering is meant to help you move on, cease your fretting. he'd prefer it if octavia didn't know he was back in that city while she was home. ] But you've been here twice. Left a short time after. And now you're back.