[ she is not the same octavia, life has been hard for her but it hasn't hardened her yet. she has yet to face the harshest trials and obstacles of her life. the loss of their mother, the hardship of being separated from bellamy and the trauma (yes, trauma and shock and novelty) of being on the ground is still fresh. so this octavia cannot fathom why she'd leave him behind, why she'd think that she didn't belong here when bellamy was here.
why would she leave him?
there had been a divide between them before she got here, one that was growing a little more wide each day but she was still fighting it, even if she resented what he'd done, what he'd said to her. he was still her brother who'd given up everything for her. he's right in thinking that she would hate him for forcing her to do anything she didn't want to do but...]
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why would she leave him?
there had been a divide between them before she got here, one that was growing a little more wide each day but she was still fighting it, even if she resented what he'd done, what he'd said to her. he was still her brother who'd given up everything for her. he's right in thinking that she would hate him for forcing her to do anything she didn't want to do but...]
But you're here.